A Month as A Christian

It's an awesomous gift.
It's a special opportunity!
All the years in my living time,
every day and night,
I had been blessed by God,
even before I accept Christ.
I always believe in God. Truly.
But I found no way to get close with God,
I found no way to fix my problem, my sins.
Until one day,
God came to me,
suddenly and unpredictably,
to enlighten me,
pointed me to the right Way,
and introed His Son to me,
and taught me how to read Bible.

It has been a month since I accept Christ, but my first contact with Christ was during my first time to attend chapel at church when I was form 3. The Bible, I didn't really know what was it for and how to read it, it was just like a dictionary. But I had never forget the first verse of the first chapter of the first book of the Old Testament: "In the beginning, God created the Heaven and the Earth."

Many years later, I did enjoy my pre-U and campus life very happily, until the day when I was broke. Yes, I was broke! During the bankruptcy, I saw many true side of many things and people, some are good, some are bad. The truths revealed had disappoint me and I find no way to get rid of that things. I couldn't accept that facts, which made me feel I was spiritually  abandoned. Few days later, in a quiet place where I used to rest and do my personal things, something strong and unique had come into my mind, it's a very unusual idea - to consider to be a Christian. That was really amazing, that was something I never dare to think in pass 22 years.

On Christmas Eve, I went to a Chinese Methodist Church to celebrate Christmas Eve, and that moment, I was so happy and feeling I was so close with God. Finally, on the Christmas day, I prayed and officially to be a Christian. In the days after I was receiving Salvation from Lord Jesus Christ, I felt I was so blessed. I read Bible every day, the God's word were so inspiring, I love it!

Some of my friends are already know, and some of them are really happy that they got a new brother. For now, I just need acknowledgement from my family, and that's hard...

Thank you Lord, for your salvation, for your blessing, for your love and grace. Nothing else I could blame since these days I am so blessed and all things all went very smooth and well. My only hope is to get acknowledgement of my family for my belief. I hope they all will understand, that what I believe is Truth. Lastly, please forgive me for the sins I ever commited, that I have repent. I pray this in Jesus' name.
Amen